All my life, I have scorned other people for saying that they are madly in love with a person, becuase I could not see what they see in them.

Now.. I feel like a hypocrite, because I have found that someone special whom I love to be with! He is gentle and kind and I love to see him, even if other people call him nerd. I guess my lesson in life is learned ^_^ and I don't mind. It was a sweet lesson. He's the only person I feel absolutely comfortable around. I get butterflies in my stomache every time I think about him and when I'm not with him all the butterflies die and become heavy stones in my stomache. This creates major confusion in my stomach and makes it hard to eat. I have lost 3 lbs since this last weekend. I feel like I'm going to hurl when I eat and enpty when I don't eat ^_^ but I still dont really care.
I love him, this i know.